特然覺得自己很幼稚，為雞毛蒜皮的事而變得情緒化。更覺得自己終有一天會玩出火。。。死就死啦，我是一個不會後悔的人，若真的發生了就。。。。死咯！雖然知道自己是很任性的。。。 就讓自己受受苦咯。懷念以前自在的日子， 卻又捨不得那份安全感。errrrr i hate argument, i hate my life, i hate myself who cant do anything.............hg cr4335686t^$^%$&%^

feeling so empty. working everyday but have no money left. i got to stop using my credit card la~ ~ man~ ~.  

dont want to work everyday ar~ but for a better future i have to bare with it.

planed to go to many places but none of the plans are made. after august everyone is going away for summer school or for a new semester, except me repeating the same schedule everyday over and over again. this is not the summer that i dreamed of ar~

i already forgot how long i have worked at victoria secret... and i m promoted to be a permenant sales, i was a seasonal. oh well, i will quit for school sooner or later anyways!!

i need to say this to my man!! dont worry,  i will always be there for u when u need me, and everything will be fine!!

hai.. working at victoria secret is not that good at all. people there are hella realistic, its all about selling credict card!!!!!!

though i sold many credict card today and the manager said good job to me also, but i dont feel happy at all, how long do i have to work here? i m so tired already, and this is only my first week. man~